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Tuesday: (08/02/22)
Bleeding Heart Yard by Elly Griffiths~ eBook from Mariner Books via NetGalley
Wednesday: (08/03/22)
Wrong Place Wrong Time by Gillian McAllister ~ eBook from Harper Collins via NetGalley
The New Neighbor by Karen Cleveland~ eBook from Random House via NetGalley
A Harvest Of Secrets by Roland Merullo ~ eBook from Prime First Reads
Saturday: (08/06/22)
All He Has Left by Chad Zunker ~ eBook from Amazon Pub via NetGalley
Quarter To Midnight by Karen Rose ~ eBook from Berkley Pub via NetGalley

Genre: Psychological Thriller, Suspense Thriller
My Rating: 4
Publisher: Kensington Books
Publication Date: March 29, 2022
ISBN-10:â 1496735412
ISBN-13:
Pages: 304
Review Copy From: Publisher
Edition: HC
A mesmerizing, twisty suspense novel perfect for fans of Mary Kubica and Riley Sager from an acclaimed author! Explore the deep bondsâand deadly secretsâbetween two very different sisters haunted by the crimes of their father murdered nearly twenty years earlierâŠ
At first glance, Natalie Cavanaugh and Glenn Abbott hardly look like sisters. Even off-duty, Natalie dresses like a Boston cop, preferring practical clothes and unfussy, pinned-up hair. Her younger sister, Glenn, seems tailor-made for the spotlight, from her signature red mane to her camera-ready smile. Glenn has spent years cultivating her brand through her baking blog, and with the publication of her new book, that hard work seems about to pay off. But her fans have no idea about the nightmare in Glenn and Natalieâs past.
Twenty years ago, their fatherâs body was discovered in the woods behind their house. A trauma like that doesnât fit with Glennâs public image. Yet, maybe someone reading her blog does know something. There have been anonymous online messages, vague yet ominous, hinting that sheâs being watched. And with unsettling coincidences hitting ever closer to home, both Glenn and Natalie soon have more pressing matters to worry about, especially when a dead body is found in an abandoned building . . .
Natalie is starting to wonder how much Glenn really knows about the people closest to her. But are there also secrets Natalie has yet to uncover about those she herself trusts? For two decades, sheâs believed their father was murdered by their neighbor, with whom he was having an affair. But if those events are connected to whatâs happening now, maybe thereâs much more that Natalie doesnât know. About their father. About their neighbors. About her friends. Maybe even about herself.
But there are no secrets between sisters . . . are there?
Caveat
I have been in a major reading slump, and I mean MAJOR!! I hadn’t picked up a book since February of this year. It’s not that I didn’t have any books, or the books that I do have were not calling my name, I just didn’t have the desire to read. I’m guessing that the dry patch with my reading was due to months of me having to deal with multiple medical issues.
Then one day I received an email that I subscribe to and this email was definitely “talking” to me. There were a few titles mentioned that would help with reading slumps so I had nothing to lose at that point. I replied, explained my situation, and that The Secrets We Share by Edwin Hill sounded like my kind of book. Did it work? Did it end my reading slump?
Plot
As the synopsis asks, do the 2 Cavanaugh sisters have secrets, that you will need to read this exciting book to find out? But there are many secrets floating around among the characters, which kept this reader turning the pages as quickly as I could. The plot chilling at times and definitely thrilling.
Characters
I could easily picture the characters in my head and feel their emotions. Three-dimensional and relatable.
Setting
The setting took place in Massachusetts, which is the state right next door to me. It was very familiar to me as we have visited often, being only an hour away. While reading the book I felt that I was there. Matter of fact, one day, we had to drive into Boston for a doctor’s appointment and I read all the way there and back. Good thing my husband was driving. I was so engrossed that I had blocked out the loud music that my husband enjoys and that the hour drive flew by.
Negatives
For me, the number of characters being introduced in a short period of time was the only negative.
Before and after I choose a book to read, I will read some reviews of the book, which this time benefitted me. There were many characters, and some of the reviews mentioned this and people found it hard to keep track of them all which made them give up. Having known this from the reviews, I was prepared by making a little flow sheet as to the characters, their relatives, their relationships, etc. so that I could look at it while reading. I suggest future readers definitely do this so that one doesn’t miss out on a terrific read.
For me, the number of characters being introduced in a short period of time was the only negative.
Ending/Conclusion
The ending was definitely shocking. The suspect was on my list as to who it coiuld be, but then, I thought a lot of the characters could be the suspect. What impressed me, was that the “ending/conclusion” was wrapped up with only a few pages left in the story. Not only was it a Wait, What? moment in the end, there were many of those same thoughts several times throughout the book. This reader had to stop and reread what I had just read to make sure I read it correctly and at the same time, picking my jaw up off the floor
Overall opinion
This is the first book I read by this author but I will definitely be putting him on my radar. I enjoyed his writing style, whereas I could picture the story in my mind as if it was a movie.
I highly encourage you to look past other reviews that find the number of characters to be too much and confusing and make notes that I suggested earlier in this review. Don’t let that sway you because you will be missing out on a captivating read that grabs you from the start to the very last word.
An unremitting spine-chilling read!! It definitely ended my major reading slump!!! Thank you Alex!
I received a complimentary copy from Kensington Books in exchange for my honest review.
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A young actress, involuntarily committed to City of Roses Psychiatric Hospital, plunges James Flynn into a dangerous new adventure when she claims one of the most powerful producers in Hollywood is trying to kill her.
Still convinced he’s a secret agent for Her Majesty’s Secret Service, Flynn springs into action, helps her escape and finds himself embroiled in a battle with a dangerous sociopath worth billions. In the process, he uncovers a high-tech conspiracy to control the mind of every human being on Earth.
With the help of his reluctant sidekick, Sancho, and a forgotten Hollywood sex symbol from the 1960s, Flynn faces off with Goldhammer and his private army in a desperate attempt to save the young actress…and save the world…once again.
“One of those books that has you laughing and turning pages well into the night.â âLen Boswell, Bestselling author of The Simon Grave Mysteries
âA riotous comic novel thatâs also a legit page turner. A deftly plotted, swiftly paced thriller.â âR. Lee Procter, Author of The Million Dollar Sticky Note and Sugarball
âA fast-paced quixotic thriller that would make Miguel de Cervantes and Ian Fleming proud. The third James Flynn novel is a powerful cocktail of suspense, adrenaline and a whole lot of laughs. Orkin has the remarkable ability to keep the reader straddled between a genuine spy thriller and an off-the-wall comedyâ âJoe Barret, Award-winning author of Managed Care
Book Details:
Genre: Comedy Thriller
Published by: Black Rose Writing
Publication Date: June 23rd 2022
Number of Pages: 240
ISBN: 1684339677 (ISBN-13: 978-1684339679)
Series: The James Flynn Escapades, Book 3 | Each is a stand-alone thriller
Book Links: Amazon | Barnes & Noble | Goodreads
The Corsican wanted him dead.
Of that James Flynn was certain.
Somehow, the assassin had infiltrated Her Majestyâs Secret Service as a security officer. Flynn didnât recognize him at first. The killer had put on a few pounds and likely had plastic surgery, but what he couldnât disguise were his eyes. His cold, dark, pitiless eyes. The eyes of a sociopath. The eyes of an executioner.
The only question was when.
When would the Corsican come for him?
He told his colleagues what he suspected, but they refused to believe him. They claimed his name was Thomas Hernandez and that someone else on the security team had recommended him. They also said they fully vetted him. But Flynn wasnât fooled. He tangled with the Corsican before. The man was relentless. A cold-blooded enforcer who started with the Corsican mafia but went on to do contract hits for the Sicilians, the Albanians, the Serbians, and the Russians.
Instead of waiting for the Corsican to come to him, Flynn decided to flush him out. Force his hand. Expose him for who he was and why he was there.
Flynn dressed in black denim and a black turtleneck and waited until 2 a.m. to make his move. He kept to the shadows as he trod the deserted corridors. He had no weapon since lethal weapons of any kind were now forbidden at headquarters. A foolish rule put in place by sheltered bureaucrats who had no clue. Luckily, not even security could carry a firearm at headquarters. All the Corsican had was an expandable baton and a Taser. Even so, the man was lethal enough with just his hands and feet.
But then, so was Flynn.
Flynn heard footsteps ahead and ducked into a conference room. He waited and listened as the footsteps drew closer. As they passed the doorway, Flynn peered into the corridor to see the Corsican lumbering forward, quietly peering in room after room. Suddenly, he stopped. Flynn felt a jolt of adrenaline. The air was electric. The silence palpable. Could the Corsican feel Flynnâs eyes on him? Flynn knew that scientists have identified a specialized group of neurons in the primate brain that fire specifically when a monkey is under the direct gaze of another. Humans also appear to be wired for that kind of gaze perception. Predators like Flynn and the Corsican can also be prey and have developed a sixth sense to alert them to danger.
The Corsican turned and he and Flynn locked eyes for a moment. Before the hit man could take a step, Flynn took off down the hall in the opposite direction. He heard the footfalls of the Corsican as he chased after him. Flynn had his route all mapped out. Darting down one corridor. Then another. Running until he arrived at a door that led down to the basement and the guts of the building. Flynn had picked the lock after dinner, knowing that this was the night he would lure the Corsican to his end. He had a license to kill and could have used it anytime, but Flynn didnât exercise that power willy-nilly. Only as a last resort. He didnât want the Corsican dead. He needed to know who put the price on his head. Otherwise who ever hired the killer would continue to send hitters until finally one succeeded.
The building that housed HMSS was huge and had a substantial infrastructure. The basement utility plant had mechanical, electrical, HVAC, and plumbing systems that fed water, air, and electricity all through the facility. Flynn moved from massive room to massive room, staying just ahead of the Corsican. He needed to lose him and lay in wait. Flynn was confident in his abilities, but to come at a killer like that head-on didnât make much sense. Why give your opponents any edge at all?
Flynn ducked into a room that housed all the electrical panels, distribution boards, and circuit breakers. Conduit snaked everywhere and Flynn found a metal door secured with a heavy padlock. Using two straightened paper clips, he quickly picked the lock. The door led to an outside area protected by a chain-link fence topped with razor wire. The security fence surrounded three giant transformers and two massive backup generators the size of semi-trailers.
Flynn stood next to the door and strained his ears to hear approaching footsteps over the electrical buzz of the transformers. Faint at first, they moved closer. Careful. Slow. Stealthy. He saw a shoe as someone came through and Flynn took them from behind, using jiu-jitsu to slam them into the ground.
âWhoa, whoa, whoa,â said the man Flynn had face down in the gravel.
âSancho?â
âGet off me, man.â
Flynn released his comrade-in-arms and helped him to his feet. Bits of gravel still clung to his face. âI thought you were the Corsican.â Flynnâs British accent had a touch of Scottish burr.
âHis name is Hernandez,â Sancho said.
âThatâs not his real name.â
âAnd Iâm telling you, heâs not the Corsican.â
âDonât let him fool you, my friend. Heâs not who he says he is.â
âThen whyâd he call me? He knows I know you. He knows weâre friends. He asked me to find you. Talk to you. Calm you down.â
âPerhaps he wants to take care of you too.â
âTake care of me?â
Flynn heard the Corsican call to them, his voice deep and resonant. âYou okay in there, brother?â
âWeâre good,â Sancho said.
The Corsican walked in with two other men. All three wore the blue security uniform issued to those who guard HMSS. The Corsican looked at Flynn with his dark, merciless eyes. âYou okay, Mr. Flynn?â
âTell them who you are,â Flynn demanded.
âThomas Hernandez.â
âWho you really are.â
The Corsican rolled his eyes and sighed. âThatâs who I really am.â
Flynn aimed an accusatory finger. âI know who you are. Born Stefanu Perrina in Porto, Corsica. Contract killer for the Unione Corse, the Cosa Nostra, and the Russian mafia. Wanted by Interpol for fifty-two confirmed kills.â
âI was born in Hacienda Heights.â
Flynn glanced at Sancho. âThe man is a master of deception. Itâs kill or be killed with men like him.â
The Corsican drew his Taser and the other two guards followed suit.
Sancho raised his hands. âWhoa, come on now. Easy.â He stepped in front of Flynn as the Corsican fired. The Taser darts caught Sancho in the shoulder and socked him with fifty thousand volts. He screamed in agony as his whole body seized up and shook. His legs gave out and he fell on his side, helpless and twitching.
Flynn dove behind a generator before the other two guards could fire. Each guard stalked him from a different side. Flynn clambered up over the top and launched himself from above, tackling the Corsican. He wrenched away his reloaded Taser and shot one of the guards in the crotch. The man went down with a shriek as the other guard fired on him. Flynn fell to his knees and the darts parted his hair before hitting the Corsican in the chest. The killer crumpled as Flynn sprang to his feet and pulled the Corsicanâs expandable baton out of its holster. Flicking his wrist, Flynn fully extended the menacing club and turned to confront the last standing guard.
Someone grabbed Flynn by the arm and Flynn elbowed him in the face. Sancho staggered back, holding his bloody nose. âWhat the hell, man?â
âSorry, mate.â
Flynn heard a Taser fire and an instant later, two darts hit him in the side. Fifty thousand volts took him to his knees as another guard fired another Taser. Those two darts hit him in the stomach. Flynn lost control of every muscle in his body. And then he saw the Corsican looming over him with his own weapon. He shot the darts directly into Flynnâs chest. Right over his heart. Now all three lit him up with electricity. One hundred and fifty thousand volts rocked Flynn as they shocked him with charge after charge until the world faded into a tiny aperture that slowly began to close.
***
Excerpt from Goldhammer by Haris Orkin. Copyright 2022 by Haris Orkin. Reproduced with permission from Haris Orkin. All rights reserved.

Haris Orkin is a novelist, a playwright, a screenwriter, and a game writer. His play, Dada was produced at The American Stage and the La Jolla Playhouse. Sex, Impotence, and International Terrorism was chosen as a criticâs choice by the L.A. Weekly and sold as a film script to MGM/UA. Save the Dog was produced as a Disney Sunday Night movie. His original screenplay, A Saintly Switch, was directed by Peter Bogdanovich and starred David Alan Grier and Vivica A. Fox. He is a WGA Award and BAFTA Award nominated game writer and narrative designer known for Command and Conquer: Red Alert 3, Call of Juarez: Gunslinger, Tom Clancyâs The Division, Mafia 3, and Dying Light.
When I first found out I was going to be a father, I was happy, excited, and terrified. My wife and I knew we were going to have a son and the prospect of impending fatherhood raised all kinds of questions and fears. What kind of man am I? What kind of example would I be? What would I teach my son? What kind of man would I like him to become? With all those concerns and thoughts swirling around in my head, I started writing things down. It was a way to process my thoughts and feelings. Those thoughts and feelings eventually became a play that was performed at the American Stage Company, the Coronet Theater in Los Angeles, and at the La Jolla Playhouse.
The play was called âDadaâ and the main character is David, an insecure father to be. At one point in the show he has an imaginary conversation with James Bond. 007 confronts him on the choices he has made.
âYou settled. You gave up. You wanted to be me. How do you know you couldnât have?â
âYouâre not even real.â
âWhen you were fifteen I was more real to you than your own father. I embodied all your dreams. All your desires. You wanted to be suave and masterful and seductive and dangerous. You wanted men to fear you and women to fall all over you. Is that no longer true? Or do you no longer know what you want anymore?â
âYou kill people. You force people to have sex with you.â
âI have a license to kill and because I do I will brook no insolence from anyone. I take what I want and I do what I want and no one tells me how to live or what I can or cannot do.â
âBut no one cares about you. And you donât care about anyone else. What kind of life is that?â
âA life free of sticky and unnecessary encumbrances. To love is to allow someone inside so deeply the can cause you…unmentionable pain.â Bondâs eyes fill with tears. âWhy give someone that power?â

I was an impressionable 13 year old when I first saw James Bond in Her Majestyâs Secret Service. Bond was engaged to be married to Teresa Draco, played by Diana Rigg. I was a huge Avengerâs fan back then. (The English AvengersâŠnot the one with Captain America and the Hulk.) Diana Rigg was beautiful and smart and incredibly cool. Who wouldnât want to be engaged to Diana Rigg? But Bond wasnât content with just one woman. He had to sleep with every woman he bumped into. Even those who seemed reluctant. At the time I didnât realize that was a problem. I thought thatâs what men did when they were engaged to be married. And then (spoiler alert) Diana Rigg died and Bond was heartbroken. It was clear even to my 13 year old self that the producers didnât want a married Bond; a Bond who had to change nappies and help with the dishes. They killed off his fiancĂ© so Bond could continue to be a lady killer.
The Bond ethos along with the Playboy philosophy warped the world view of my entire generation. Dan Draper on Mad Men reflected that ethos perfectly. Bond was of that age and also part of what shaped that age. By 1974 the feminist movement was burgeoning and my college years were shaped by James Bond on one hand and feminist girlfriends on the other. It was a schizophrenic time and when my son was about to be born sixteen years later, I reflected on all of that.
Connery’s my favorite Bond, but he was also the most âold schoolâ in terms of how he treated women. Daniel Craig’s version of Bond feels a lot more nuanced in that regard. Heâs just generally tortured and angry about everything. At least heâs not as glum as Timothy Dalton.
Does James Bond have a place in the age of #MeToo? I would hope he would change with the times. Or at least reflect them. It was never believable when every woman Bond met threw herself at him. That didnât happen in the more recent Bond films starring Daniel CraigâŠso maybe things are changing. Judy Denchâs M always seemed wonderfully irritated with him. The first time we see her with Bond she calls him a âsexist, misogynist dinosaur, a relic of the cold warâ (Though to be honest, every M since the first one has been irritated with Bond.)
When Bond is rebooted again, Iâd like to see some changes. Iâd like to see James Bond get rejected and ignored once in a while. Iâd like to see Miss Moneypenny call HR on him. Maybe Bond should miss occasionally when he leaps off a building to grab onto a passing helicopter.
I love the daring-do, but anyone would have to be a little crazy to do what James Bond does. Heâs always risking life and limb and scrotum (in Goldfinger) to save the world and rescue damsels and take down evil masterminds bent on world domination.
Do you know what other character that brings to mind? Don Quixote. A clearly delusional hero. But at least Don Quixote wasnât such a jerk with the ladies. He treated Dulcinea with respect and followed the rules of chivalry. (Yeah, I know, turning women into untouchable objects of perfection can be just as problematic.)
I get that we like our heroes to be infallible and indestructible and always quick with a quip, but maybe it wouldnât hurt if 007 took a few tips from crazy old Don Quixote. After Bond himself, thatâs the character that most inspired James Flynn. Flynn even has his own Sancho. Together they blunder out into the world, seeking adventure, and slaying all kinds of metaphorical dragons. Flynn still loves the ladies, but he treats them with respect and isnât a âsexist, misogynist dinosaur.â At least not all the time.
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Mona Ellison’s life is as perfect as the porcelain dolls lined up on her shelves. She has a successful husband, a loving son, a beautiful home, and a supportive group of girlfriends ever ready for their weekly wine night.
But when Monaâs son gets entangled with the wrong crowd and runs away from home, her blissful suburban world begins to unravel. She tells her friends that boys will be boys, that heâll be back as soon as his money runs dry . . . but deep down she knows thereâs something else going on.
Then the police show up at Monaâs door. A young girl has turned up dead in their quiet town, and her missing son is the prime suspect.
Determined to reunite with her son and prove his innocence, Mona follows an increasingly cryptic trail of clues on social media, uncovering a sinister side of suburbia and unveiling lies and betrayal from those she trusted most. And as Mona spirals further from her once cozy reality, a devastating revelation shatters everything she thought she knew. Now the only thing sheâs sure of is that she canât trust anyone . . . not even herself.
“Part domestic thriller, part small-town mystery, What They Donât Know is everything suspense fans want: characters who’ll make you think twice, a subversive plot, and pages that seemingly turn themselves the deeper you get into the story. In this portrait of suburban life tinged with malice and intrigue, paranoia lurks just around the corner. Read it at night. Donât plan on sleep.” (Tosca Lee, NYT bestselling author of The Line Between)
Book Details:
Genre: Suspense
Published by: Seventh Street Books
Publication Date: May 17th, 2022
Number of Pages: 286
ISBN: 1645060403 (ISBN13: 9781645060406)
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It was the last Tuesday of the month, our normal book club night, and we were gathered at my houseâSelma, Alice, Tara, and meâsettled in the living room, Moroccan rug plush beneath us, immersed in the decorâs eclectic mix of whimsy and Old-World aesthetic. This would be our last book club meeting, but it was more than that, really. It was a pulled thread in the carefully woven tapestry of our friendships that had begun in college and endured careers, weddings, our first-borns, and remained constant through affairs, divorces, and much worse âŠ
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Excerpt from What They Donât Know by Susan Furlong. Copyright 2022 by Susan Furlong. Reproduced with permission from Susan Furlong. All rights reserved.

Susan Furlong is the author of eleven novels including SHATTERED JUSTICE, a New York Times Best Crime Novel of the Year. She also contributes, under a pen name, to the New York Times bestselling Novel Idea series. Her most recent novel, WHAT THEY DON’T KNOW, has been praised by reviewers as an engrossing and delightfully creepy read. She resides in Illinois with her husband and children.
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What was the inspiration for this book?
One of our daughters loves horror movies. Me, not so much. But in the interests of spending time with her, I watched a creepy flick about a haunted doll. It scared the bejeebies out of me! I couldnât get to sleep that night, and sometime in the early morning hours, a story sparked in my mind. It started with a plot twist and went from there. By the next day, I had a basic outline for What They Donât Know.
What has been the biggest challenge in your writing career?
Finding balance between writing time and lifeâs other commitments. Anyone who has a job knows itâs difficult to juggle family and work but writing presents unique challenges. Creativity takes time, and Iâve never been one to be able to write in small spurts. Family always takes priority, but to make my deadlines, I need several hours each day of uninterrupted writing time. Itâs difficult to fit it all in sometimes.
What do you absolutely need while writing?
Quiet time, my laptop and snacks. I try to snack healthy, but when a deadline looms, I resort to SweeTARTS and lots of iced tea to get me through.
Do you adhere to a strict routine when writing or write when the ideas are flowing?
A routine. If I waited for ideas to flow, Iâd never write anything.
Who is your favorite character from your book and why?
Definitely Mona, my protagonist. Sheâs relatable and compelling, but unpredictable. Sheâll keep readers on the edge, wondering whatâs next.
Tell us why we should read your book.
Read What They Donât Know if you want to be entertained by a complex story with a final twist that will leave you gobsmacked.
Give us an interesting fun fact or a few about your book?
One aspect of the story involves social media stalking. During research, I spent a lot of
time on Instagram and picked up my own social media stalker. Not to worry, though, that issue was easily resolved with just a couple clicks. Unfortunately, for Mona, her stalker was a little harder to shake.
Do you have anything specific that you want to say to your readers?
To those who have supported my work throughout the years, thank you. I hope you enjoy this book, too. Iâve worked hard to make it a good story.
Tell us a little about yourself and your background?
Iâve always wanted to be a writer, except when I was seven and my big dream was to become Wonder Woman and fly an invisible plane. But writing is just as fun and not quite as dangerous. Getting published is another story. It took me almost twenty years to sell my first piece of fiction. In the interim, I worked as a freelance writer, created website content, compiled medical reference books, even wrote instruction pamphlets like the ones that come with assemble-it-yourself furniture. Not glamorous stuff. Now, I feel incredibly blessed to be able to write and share my stories.
What’s next that we can look forward to?
My next book, The Killerâs Wife, will be out sometime in 2023. Iâm writing it from two points of view: a serial killerâs wife, and her parole officer. Itâs a fun storyâreally fun! âand just a wee bit creepy.
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Although told to stand down now that the Chechen rebel who killed her fiancĂ© is dead, CIA analyst Maggie Jenkins believes otherwise and goes rogue to track down the assassin. Soon it becomes clear that failure to find Zara will have repercussions far beyond the personal, as Maggie uncovers plans for a horrific attack on innocent Americans. Zara is the new face of terrorismâsomeone who doesnât fit the profile, who can slip undetected from attack to attack, and whoâs intent on pursuing a personal vendetta at any cost.
Chasing Zara from Russia to the war-torn streets of Chechnya, to London, and finally, to the suburbs of Washington, D. C., Maggie risks her life to stop a deadly plot.
âOuellette, herself a former intelligence analyst for the CIA, imbues the exciting action with authenticity. Readers will want to see more of the wily Maggie . . .â
âPublishers Weekly
âEvery once in a decade you read a book like The Wayward Spy, which is thrilling, addictive, and sends you reading more thrillers, but youâll go back to this stunning book by Susan Ouellette and reread this tour de force.â
âThe Strand Magazine, a Top 12 Book of the Year
Book Details:
Genre: Thriller
Published by: CamCat Books
Publication Date: March 15, 2022
Number of Pages: 416
ISBN: 0744304784 (ISBN13: 9780744304787)
Series: The Wayward Series, Book 2 || Each is a Stand Alone Book
Purchase Links: Amazon | Barnes & Noble | Goodreads | IndieBound.Org | CamCat Books
Maggie Jenkins strode across the parking lot to the sidewalk that led her past the âBubble,â the CIAâs white, dome-shaped auditorium. Just ahead, she paused at the bronze statue of Nathan Hale, the first American to be executed for spying for his country. A half dozen quarters lay scattered at his feet, left there by superstitious CIA employees hoping to garner good luck before deploying overseas. She fished around in her purse for a quarter, which she placed carefully atop Haleâs left shoe.
In just a few minutes, Maggie would learn whether her six-month deployment to the US embassy in Moscow had been approved. Even though Warner Thompson, the CIAâs deputy director for operations, had advocated on her behalf, there were several others, including an Agency psychiatrist and a team of polygraphers who were not convinced that she should be stationed overseas. Sheâs not ready yet, the shrink had opined, as if she were a piece of fruit not quite ripe enough for picking.
âWish me luck,â she said to the statue as she turned for the entrance ahead. The CIAâs headquarters comprised two main buildings, both seven stories high, which were linked together by bright hallways with large windows overlooking a grassy courtyard. Maggie worked in the original headquarters building (OHB), which had been built some forty years earlier during the height of the Cold War. From the outside, OHB was a concrete monstrosity with no aesthetically redeeming value, at least in Maggieâs opinion. It reminded her of Soviet architectureâheavy on the concrete, light on the beauty.
And other than the expansive marbled foyer and the posh seventh-floor executive offices, OHBâs interior also was nothing to write home about. Every floor between the first and the seventh looked exactly the sameâdrab, hushed, windowless hallways lined with vault doors. Behind those heavily fortified doors sat rows of cubicles, a few conference rooms, and cramped offices here and there for mid-level managers.
Maggie pulled open the heavy glass entry door and ducked into a pristine lobby gleaming with white marble-clad walls. Ahead, the Agencyâs bright blue logo covered a massive swath of the gray-and-white checked granite floor. To the right stood the Memorial Wall, which was emblazoned with black stars honoring dozens of Agency officers whoâd perished in the line of duty. Maggie stopped and bit down on her lip.
The wall was an awesome, solemn reminder of lives given in the defense of freedom. Every time she walked past it, the sharp points of the eighty-fourth starâSteveâs starâripped another gash in her heart. Heâd been working under cover, so no outside friends or relatives had been invited to the ceremony. Warner had sat with her, stoic, as she clutched his hand and stared at the parade of speakers, not hearing a word they said.
She turned her gaze from the wall, slid her badge through the security turnstile, and offered a polite hello to the officer manning the front desk. She bypassed the elevator that she took every day to the fourth floor and made a beeline for the spacious employee cafeteria. In the far corner sat Warner Thompson, nose buried in the Washington Post.
âMorning,â she offered.
Warner rattled the paper and folded it lengthwise. âCoffee?â He pushed a Styrofoam cup across the quartz tabletop and smiled at her. His full head of hair had grayed considerably since last year, but it worked on him, enhancing his gray-flecked eyes and tanned complexion.
âThanks.â Maggie sat.
âYou ready?â
âI guess.â She sipped the coffee, still piping hot and perfectly sweetened. Warner knew her well. âWhat do you think theyâll say?â
âThereâs no reason they should deny you the posting.â
âThe psychiatrist thinks Iâm obsessed with Zara.â
âHe has a point.â Warner leaned forward, elbows on the table. âI told you not to bring her up in your evaluation sessions. If sheâs still alive, weâll find her, Maggie. I promise.â
âThereâs no âifâ about it.â She waited until a man with a breakfast tray settled at a nearby table, then lowered her voice. âI saw her fleeing the farmhouse in Georgia. Who do they think set fire to the place after I escaped with Peter?â
Warner winced, obviously uncomfortable with the reminder of Peter, his former case officer, the one whoâd been intimately involved in the murder of Steve, another case officer, and his protĂ©gĂ©, nine short months ago. That Steve also had been Maggieâs fiancĂ© made saying what he had to say all the more difficult. âThe point is, the Agency needs to think that youâve moved on from what happened in Georgia before they send you to such a sensitive overseas posting.â
âMoved on? Warnerââ
He raised a hand to stop her. Theyâd had this discussion dozens of times since the previous November. Maggie had made it perfectly clear that there was no moving on, no closure, as people said these days, until she found Zara. âYou know what I mean. You have to toe the party line and say you believe that everyone involved in Steveâs murder is dead. Period.â
âI still donât understand why they wonât at least consider the possibility that Zara got away.â
Warner rubbed his forehead. âBecause the Agency wants this to go away. A star operations officer was murdered by a terrorist and the terrorist is dead. Itâs a simple, straightforward narrative. They donât want the press finding out that another Agency employee and a senior US congressman were involved in Steveâs death. Everything is about the war on terror, Maggie. If the media found out that CIA and elected officials were mixed up with terrorists, there would be hell to pay.â
Maggie quoted the Biblical phrase inscribed on a wall in the CIAâs lobby. âThe truth shall make you free.â She snorted. âThe truth, unless itâs too embarrassing?â
Warner exhaled and shifted in his seat. âBoth of us are lucky that the FBI investigation didnât uncover . . . everything.â
He was right, of course. Last year, Maggie had destroyed classified documents and withheld other evidence from the FBI to protect them both. And Warner had been entangled, albeit unwittingly, with a Russian who had ties to both Zara and the congressman. Had the FBI known any of this, neither of them would be CIA employees today.
Maggie waved to a coworker who stared from the nearby coffee station. Warner didnât frequent the employee cafeteria, so his appearance was sure to raise eyebrows. Sheâd grown accustomed to sidelong glances inside the Agencyâs walls. Everyone recognized her. The media had splashed her face all over television and the internet after Congressman Carvelliâs death. There were some who whispered about her using her fiancĂ©âs death to advance her career. Fortunately, they were in the minority. Most who knew about her role in uncovering the terrorist plot considered her a hero, a designation she refused to embrace. Her actions may have saved thousands of lives, but her motivation had been personalâto clear Steveâs name.
He was no traitor, and sheâd proven it.
Maggie glanced at her watch. âWeâd better go.â
Warner nodded. They grabbed their coffees and headed for the elevator bank. âRemember, you believe Zara died in the fire at the farmhouse,â Warner reminded her on the way up to the fourth floor.
âThatâs what I told the shrink last session, but then he talked to the polygraph people.â Since leaving the House Intelligence Committee to return to the CIA earlier this year, sheâd endured three marathon polygraph sessions. Every time, the stupid machine registered deception in her response to questions about whether she intended to violate government policies for her own benefit. âNow he thinks Iâm up to something.â
Warner shrugged. âArenât you?â
Maggie laughed despite herself. âAlways.â
***
Excerpt from The Wayward Assassin by Susan Ouellette. Copyright 2022 by Susan Ouellette. Reproduced with permission from CamCat Books. All rights reserved.

Susan Ouellette is the author of The Wayward Spy, a thriller that Publishers Weekly calls a âgripping debut and series launch.â She was born and raised in the suburbs of Boston, where she studied international relations and Russian as both an undergraduate and graduate student. As the Soviet Union teetered on the edge of collapse, she worked as a CIA intelligence analyst. Subsequently, Susan worked on Capitol Hill as a professional staff member for the House Permanent Select Committee on Intelligence (HPSCI). Since her stint on Capitol Hill, she has worked for several federal consulting firms. Susan lives on a farm outside of Washington, D.C. with her family.
What was the inspiration for this book?
There were two inspirations for THE WAYWARD ASSASSIN. First, is my career in the intelligence world. After working as a CIA analyst in college and graduate school, I took a job on Capitol Hill working for the House Intelligence Committee. It was there, tucked away in a secure room in the attic of the U.S. Capitol Building, where I came up with my seriesâ protagonist, Maggie Jenkins, an intelligence analyst who uncovered threats to the United States and corruption at the highest levels of power. The second inspiration came from real world events. I hesitate to use the word âinspirationâ for the real world event that anchored this story, so letâs just call it a âmarkerâ in my life. In 2004, Chechen separatists in Russia killed hundreds of people in an attack on a school in Beslan, Russia. As a mother of school-aged children, this event captured my attention like no event since the September 11th attacks. I started writing fictionalized scenes about this school siege in an attempt to try to make sense of such a senseless loss of life.These scenes ended up in critical scenes in THE WAYWARD ASSASSIN.
What has been the biggest challenge in your writing career?
The biggest challenge in my writing career has been persevering through rejection. I wrote the first book in this series (THE WAYWARD SPY) in 2001 and wrote THE WAYWARD ASSASSIN in 2007. I secured agents for both books but didnât land a book deal for either. For years, I put the manuscripts in a drawer. But even though I âgave upâ on becoming an author, I never truly gave up. Iâd revise the manuscripts, query new agents, and submit the manuscripts to contests. Eventually, I found an outstanding freelance editor who helped to untangle my overly complicated plots. Soon after, I signed with an agent and a publisher.
What do you absolutely need while writing?
I need my laptop (of course) and uninterrupted silence. Oh, and water or coffee and access to a bathroom.
Do you adhere to a strict routine when writing or write when the ideas are flowing?
I jot down ideas when they come to me, but I get the real work done when adhering to a strict routine. Otherwise, I find every reason in the world not to writeâlaundry, talking to the cat, organizing the pantryâŠ.
Who is your favorite character from your book and why?
Maggie, my protagonist, is my favorite character. Sheâs an every-woman, the girl next door who has to use her wits to get out of situations she never wanted in the first place.
Tell us why we should read your book.
If you like page-turning, realistic thrillers, you should read THE WAYWARD ASSASSIN. Iâd like to apologize in advance for keeping you awake past your bedtime!
Give us an interesting fun fact or a few about your book?
I changed the ending of THE WAYWARD ASSASSIN more times than I can count. Most of the changes involved who lives and who dies.
Do you have anything specific that you want to say to your readers?
At the risk of sounding like a motivational speaker, Iâll say this: If you have a dream, donât give up. Keep plugging away. It took me twenty years from Chapter One to publication. Youâll never know whatâs possible if you give up.
Tell us a little about yourself and your background?
As a teenager, I was fascinated by the CIA but had no idea how to go about getting a job there. When I was in college, I went to a job fair where I met a CIA recruiter. It took almost a year from applying to walking into CIA headquarters. I loved my time at the Agency. But I also love writing. Iâm so grateful that I was able to combine those two passions and entertain people in the process.
What’s next that we can look forward to?
The third book in the Maggie Jenkins series, THE WAYWARD TARGET, will be out in the spring of 2023.
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A decade ago, Delaney Broward discovered her brotherâs murdered body at the San Antonio art co-op he founded with friends. Her artist boyfriend, Hunter Nash, went to prison for the murder, despite his not-guilty plea.
This morning, Hunter walks out of prison a free man, having served his sentence.
This afternoon, Delaney finds her best friend dead, murdered in the same fashion as her brother.
Stay out of it or you’re next, the killer warns.
Hunter never stopped loving Delaney, though he canât blame her for not forgiving her. He knows heâll get his life back one day at a time, one step at a time. But heâs blindsided to realize heâs a murder suspect. Again.
When Hunter shows up on her doorstep asking her to help him find the real killer, Delaneyâs head says to run away, yet her heart tells her thereâs more to his story than what came out in the trial. An uneasy truce leads to their probe into a dark past that shatters Delaneyâs image of her brother. She canât stop and neither can Hunterâwhich lands them both in the crosshairs of a murderer growing more desperate by the hour.
Book Details:
Genre: Mystery, Suspense
Published by: Thomas Nelson
Publication Date: February 8th 2022
Number of Pages: 384
ISBN: 0785231935 (ISBN13: 9780785231936)
Purchase Links: Amazon | Barnes & Noble | Christianbook.com | Goodreads
The cloying stench of pot told the same old story.
With an irritated sigh Delaney Broward quickened her pace through the warehouse-turned-art-co-op toward her brotherâs studio at the far end of the cavernous hall. On his best days Corey had little sense of time. Add a joint to the mix and he lost his sense not only of time but of responsibility. It also explained why he didnât answer his phone. When he got high and started painting, he wanted no interruptions. His lime-green VW van was parked cattywampus across two spaces in the lot that faced Alamo Street just south of downtown San Antonio. He might be physically present, but his THC-soaked mind had escaped its cell.
Marijuana served as his muse and taskmaster. Or so heâd said.
The soles of her huarache sandals clacking on the concrete floor sounded loud in Delaneyâs ears. âCorey? Corey! You were supposed to pick us up at Ellieâs. Come on, dude. Sheâs waiting.â
No answer.
At this rate Delaney would never get to Night in Old San Antonio, affectionately known to most local folks as NIOSA. Everyone who was anyone knew it was pronounced NI-O-SA, long I and long O, the best party-slash-fundraiser during the mother of all parties where her boyfriend would be waiting for her. âHey, bro, Iâm starving. Letâs go.â
Delaneyâs phone rang. She slowed and dug it from the pocket of her stonewashed jeans. Speaking of Ellie. âIâm at the co-op now. Heâs here.â
Share as little info as possible.
âHeâs stoned again, isnât he? Iâm sick of this.â Ellieâs shrill voice rose even higher. âI swear if he stands me up againâ â
âUs. Stands us up.â
âStood us up again. That will be it. Iâm done. Iâm done waiting around for him. Iâm done playing second fiddle to his self-destructive habits. Iâm done with his starving-artist, free-spirit, pothead schtick. The man is a walking stereotype. Iâm done with him, period.â
Delaney mouthed the words along with her friend. She knew the lyrics of this lovesick song by heart. The childish rejoinder âIt takes one to know oneâ stuck in her throat. âWeâll be there in twenty. You can tell him yourself.â
Ellie would and then Corey would kiss her until she took it all back. With a final huff Ellie hung up.
The door to his studioâ the largest and with the best light because the co-op was Coreyâs dream childâ stood open. âSeriously, Corey. Think of someone besides yourself once in a while, please.â Delaney strode through the door, ready to ream her brother up one side and down the other. âYou are so selfish.â
Delaney halted. At first blush it didnât make sense. Twisted and smashed canvases littered the floor. Along with paints, brushes, beer bottles, and Thai food take-out cartons.
Wooden easels were broken like toothpicks and scattered on top of the canvases. Someone had splattered red paint over another finished pieceâ a woman eating a raspa in front of a vendorâs mobile cart, the Alamo in the background.
Delaneyâs hands went to her throat. The metallic scent of blood mingled with the odor of human waste gagged her. A fiery shiver started at her toes and raced like a lit fuse to her brain. Her mind took in detail after detail. That way she didnât have to face the bigger picture staring her in the face. âPlease, God, no.â
Even He couldnât fix this.
She shot forward, stumbled, and fell to her knees. Her legs refused to work. She crawled the remainder of the distance to Corey across a floor marred by still-wet oil paint, beer, and other liquids she couldnât bear to identify.
He sat with his back against the wall. His long legs clad in paint-splattered jeans sprawled in front of him. His feet were bare. His hands with those thin, expressive fingers lay in his lap. Deep lacerations scored his palms and fingers.
Her throat aching with the effort not to vomit, Delaney forced her gaze to move upward. His T-shirt, once white, now shone scarlet with blood. His blood. Rips in the shirt left his chest exposed, revealing stab woundsâ too many to count.
Delaney opened her mouth. Scream. Just scream. Let it out.
No sound emerged.
She crawled alongside her big brother until she could lean her shoulder and head against the wall. âCorey?â she whispered.
His green eyes, fringed by thick, dark lashes that were the envy of every woman heâd ever dated, were open and startled. His skin, always pale and ethereal, had a blue tinge to it.
Delaney drowned in a tsunami of nausea. âCome on, Corey, this isnât funny. I need you.â
Her teeth chattered. Hands shaking, she touched his throat. His skin was cold. So cold.
Too late, too late, too late. The words screamed in her head. Stop it. Just stop it. âYou canât be dead. Youâre not allowed to die.â
Mom and Dad had died in a car wreck a week past her eighth birthday. Nana and Pops had taken their turns the year Delaney turned eighteen. Everybody she cared about died.
Not Corey. Delaney punched in 9â1â1.
The operatorâs assurance that help was on the way did nothing to soothe Delaney. She sat cross-legged and dragged Coreyâs shoulders and head into her lap. She had to warm him up. âTell them to hurry. Tell them my brother needs help.â
âYes, maâam. Theyâre en route.â
âTell them heâs all Iâve got.â
Real men didnât cry. Not even during a reunion with a beloved truck.
Swallowing hard, Hunter Nash wrapped his fingers around the keys, concentrating on the feel of the metal pressing into his skin. He cleared his throat. âThanks, Mom. For keeping it all these years.â
His mom didnât bother to try to hide her tears. She wiped her plump cheeks on a faded dish towel, offered him a tremulous smile, and bustled down the sidewalk that led from the house on San Antonioâs near west side where Hunter had grown up to the detached two-car garage in the back. It had housed his truck for the past eight years. Almost ten if he counted the two years it took for his case to go to trial. He had no place to go in those years when heâd allegedly been innocent until proven guilty. His friends no longer friends and his job gone, he had no need for transportation.
The door to the garage was padlocked. Mom handed him the key. âMy hands are shaking. Youâd better do the honors.â She stepped back. âI still canât believe youâre here.â
âI did my time, Ma.â As a model prisoner heâd earned time off for good behavior. It was easy for a guy to behave when he spent his days and nights scared spitless.
âI know. All those nights Iâve lain in bed worrying about you in that place, whether you were safe, if you were hurt, if you were sick.â Her voice broke. âI canât believe itâs over.â
âMe neither.â
It wasnât over. In fact, it was just beginning, but she didnât need to know that. His determination to prove his innocence would only worry her more. A divorced mother of four, sheâd raised her kids on a teacherâs salary and an occasional child support check from the crud-for-brains ex-husband who showed up once every couple of years in an attempt to make nice with his kids. She deserved a break.
The aging manual garage door squeaked and protested when Hunter yanked on the handle. He needed to do some work around here, starting with applying some WD-40. The smell of mold and old motor oil wafted from the dark interior. Hunter slipped inside and waited for his eyes to adjust. A layer of dust covered the 2002 midnight-blue Dodge RAM 1500, but otherwise it remained in the pristine condition in which heâd left it the night he said goodbye and promised heâd be back. âMy baby.â
More tears trickling down her face, Mom chuckled softly. âAfter you finish reintroducing yourself, come back inside. Iâm making your favorite chicken-fried steak, mashed potatoes, gravy, pineapple coleslaw, and creamed corn. Your brother and sisters are coming over after work. Shawnaâs bringing a carrot cake with cream cheese frosting. Melissaâs contribution is three kinds of ice cream, including rocky road. She said it seemed appropriate. I hope you havenât lost your sense of humor. And you know Curtis. Heâs all about the beer.â
The last thing Hunter wanted to do was celebrate with his sibs. Mel and Shawna had visited faithfully at first, but less as the years rolled by. Curtis never showed, even though Fabian Dominguez State Jail was only a few miles down the road from San Antonio.
Nor did Hunter want to explain why heâd sworn off alcohol. The conditions of his parole included monthly pee testsâ no alcohol or drugs, but that part of his life was over anyway. It had been easy to comply in prison, obviously. Whether he could maintain his sobriety in the beer drinking capital of the country remained to be seen. Heâd do AA if necessary. âMomâ â
âNo buts. Theyâre family. They love you. You need to live life, enjoy life, make up for all youâve missed. You havenât even met most of your nieces and nephews. Did you know Mel is expecting another baby in August?â
âYes, Iâ â
âToday we celebrate your new job and your new life.â
His bachelor of fine arts with an emphasis in drawing and painting from Southwest School of Art might once have allowed him to teach art in one of the school districts, but not anymore.
It didnât matter. The prison chaplain had hooked him up with Pastor James. The preacher ran a faith-based community center that served at-risk youth. Heâd hired Hunter to teach art to those whoâd already had their first brush with the law. He figured Hunter could teach life lessons at the same time he introduced them to art as a way to channel their anger at the hand life had dealt them. Learning what happened when a guy got off track would be the lesson.
Even though Hunter hadnât gotten off the track. Heâd been shoved off it. By an eager-beaver, newbie detective; a green-as-a-Granny-Smith-apple public defender; and an assembly-line justice system.
He would get by in this world that had hung him out to dry. Especially knowing Mom had his back. She had that donât-mess-with-me teacher look in her burnt-amber eyes. Like her sixth graders, Hunter knew better than to argue. It felt good to know she remained in his corner. When everyone else had hit the ground, scattering in opposite directions, she never budged in her belief that son number two could not be a murderer. Sheâd brought him up better than that.
âYouâre right. Give me a few minutes.â
She patted his chest and stretched on her tiptoes to plant a kiss on his cheek. Her lips were chapped, and the wrinkles had deepened around her mouth and eyes. Her long hair had gone pure white during his years away. âTake your time, sweetheart.â
Hunter gritted his teeth. After years of looking over his shoulder, bobbing and weaving around hard-core convicts whoâd as soon shank a guy in the shower as look at him, he didnât know how to cope with nice. With sweet. With love tempered with wisdom and a hard life.
âOne day at a time.â Thatâs what the prison chaplain had told him. âGet through the next minute, the next hour, the next day.â Thatâs how he did eight years at Dominguez. This couldnât be any harder. He opened the truckâs door and slid into the driverâs seat. The faint odor of pine air freshener greeted him. And citrus.
More likely that was his imagination. Delaneyâs perfume simply could not linger that long. Move on. She has. She did. To her credit Delaney held on as long as she couldâ until the guilty verdict. Then she was forced to move on. She couldnât be blamed for that.
Hunter picked up the sketch pad on the passenger seat. In those days he kept one everywhere. Just in case. The first page. The second. The third. All drawings of Delaney. Sweet Laney eating a slice of watermelon at a Fourth of July celebration. Laney rocking Hunterâs newborn nephew in a hickory rocker on the front porch. Laney in a bathing suit sitting on the dock at Medina Lake. Laney with her soulful eyes, long sandy-brown hair, and air of sad vulnerability worn like a pair of old jeans that fit perfectly. That too-big nose, wide mouth, and pointed chin. Corey might have been the angelic beautyâ totally unfairâ but Delaneyâs face had character. She had a face Hunter never ceased to want to draw and paint.
And kiss.
He turned the pages slowly, allowing the memories to have their way with him. Meeting at a party Corey had thrown when Delaney was a senior in high school. Their first date, ribs and smoked chicken with heart-stopping creamed corn, potato salad, coleslaw, and jalapeños at Rudyâs Country Store and Bar-B-Q followed by dancing at Leon Springs Dance Hall.
She had danced with the abandon of a small child. As if she didnât care who watched. Her face glowed with perspiration. Her green eyes sparkled with happiness. His two left feet couldnât keep up, but she didnât mind. She twirled her peasant skirt as she flew around him, her hands in the air, her curves beckoning.
Hunter closed his eyes. Her softness enveloped him. Her sweetness surrounded him.
He needed to see her again. He needed to talk to her. Somehow he had to prove to her that she was wrong about him. Whatever it took. He laid the sketchbook aside. âCome on, dude, letâs take a ride.â
He stuck the key in the ignition and turned it.
Nothing. Not even a tick-tick-tick. He tried a second time. Nada. âIâm an idiot.â He patted the steering wheel. âNot your fault, man.â
The truck hadnât been driven in years. The battery was dead. He might be able to jump it, but more likely heâd need a new one. Batteries cost money.
One thing at a time. Heâd waited this long.
Hunter slid from the truck and eased the door closed. âIâll be back when I get my act together.â
In the kitchen Hunter found his mom peeling potatoes. She pointed the peeler at him. âYou canât imagine how good it feels to have you home.â
âYou canât imagine how good it feels to be here.â He landed a kiss on her soft hair. She smelled of Pondâs cold cream. The same old comforting scent. Life had changed but not her. âIâm gonna take a walk. I need to blow the prison stink off.â
âEnjoy. They redid the walking trail at the lake and installed new outdoor fitness equipment.â She waved the paring knife in the air. âBut donât stay too long. You have company coming.â
âYes, maâam.â He pantomimed a mock salute and headed for the front door.
One thing at a time. One step at a time. Thatâs how heâd get his life back.
***
Excerpt from Trust Me by Kelly Irvin. Copyright 2022 by Kelly Irvin. Reproduced with permission from Thomas Nelson. All rights reserved.

Kelly Irvin is a bestselling, award-winning author of over twenty novels and stories. A retired public relations professional, Kelly lives with her husband, Tim, in San Antonio. They have two children, three grandchildren, and two ornery cats.
Think about a time when youâve trusted someone close to you. A boyfriend, girlfriend, sister, brother, parent. Then that person let you downâbig time. How hard is it to trust him or her again? Remember that old saying: fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me? Thatâs the situation Delaney Broward finds herself facing in Trust Me. Ten years earlier she found her brother murdered in his art studio. Her boyfriend Hunter Nashâthe love of her lifeâwas convicted of his best friendâs murder. Delaney lost her only remaining family member and the man she loves.
Delaney spends the next ten years fundamentally changing who she is so she never has to feel that pain of betrayal again. She leaves her chosen profession and opens a frame shop in San Antonioâs historic art district La Villita. She lives alone. She doesnât even have a petâafter all they die and leave you, just like the people you love. Sheâs learned to box and the art of self-defense. Her only real relationships are with a few good friends from that era when her life orbited around the sun that was her brother, an extraordinarily talented artist who lived life like every day was his lastâuntil it was. She doesnât even trust God anymore. How could He allow this to happen to her? Sheâd already lost both parents in a car accident as a child. And then her grandparents, who raised her, died of old age when she was in high school. She has no one.
Then another murder occurs, exactly like the one that turned her life upside down ten years earlier. She turns to her closest friends for comfort and help in discovering why this has happened again. How can she know who to trust? So, when Hunter shows up and insists heâs innocent of both murders, heâs asking her to trust him again. Would you? Do we give those we love second chances? Or do we protect ourselves from greater hurt.
Exploring these themes while delivering a suspenseful whodunit is a challenge, but thatâs one of the reasons I enjoy writing romantic suspense. Readers get the murder mystery, the romance, and a thought-provoking dilemma that I hope will remain with them after they finish the last page. After all, who can you really trust?
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Rockfish’s luck changes when a Hollywood producer reaches out, but the job is two states away and involves digging up information on a child trafficking ring from the 1940s. What he uncovers will be used to support the launch of a true crime docuseries. He grabs a mask, hand sanitizer and heads for South Jersey.
On-site, Rockfish meets Jawnie McGee, the great granddaughter of a local policeman gone missing while investigating the original crimes. As the duo uncover more clues, they learn the same criminal alliance has reformed to use the pandemic as a conduit to defraud the Federal Government of that sweet, sweet, stimulus money.
It’s not long before the investigation turns up some key intel on a myriad of illicit activity over the last eighty years and Rockfish rockets toward a showdown with the mafia, local archdiocese and dirty cops. COVID-19 isn’t the only threat to his health.
Book Details:
Genre: Crime Thriller
Published by: Black Rose Writing
Publication Date: January 27th 2022
Number of Pages: 250
ISBN: 1684338719 (ISBN13: 9781684338719)
Purchase Links: Amazon | Barnes & Noble | Goodreads
Rockfish sat in the Scionâs passenger seat while Jawnie drove. He wasnât thrilled with the decision, but she was adamant that some of the dirt roads, deep within the Pine Barrens, were no place for a Dodge Challenger. Plus, she didnât feel like playing navigator. In the end, Rockfish decided not to put up much of a fight, considering Jawnie was more than a little familiar with where they were headed, although he had second thoughts with the four cases of whiplash he had suffered before even reaching the highway.
âDo you drive with two feet,â he asked. âBecause my head canât keep jerking forward and slamming back much more. Unless youâre running an insurance scam, and if so, what would be my take?â
âEnough with the backseat driving, and can you put your visor back up? That late afternoon glare off the mirror is killing me.â
âMake a deal with you. You drive how you want. Iâll keep an eye on our surroundings the way I want. Speaking of which, can you move this right-side passenger mirror a little more to the right, all Iâm seeing is the rear fender.â
âYou got it,â Jawnie said, and she played with the mirror control until Rockfish let her know it was right where he needed it. He could monitor anyone approaching from behind without having to turn around.
âI do want to fill you in on something I learned before we left,â Rockfish said. âWhen you went into the house to fix those sandwiches, I reached out to a guy I know in the Baltimore PD, Dan Decker. Heâs an old friend and helps me out when he can. Heâs going to have one of their academy cadets do some research for us and see if there is anything more than a current history between the Marini and Provolone families. The Mariniâs have run Baltimore as long as the Provoloneâs have this area. If Edwardâs notation of the two factions working together has anything to it, Decker will let us know. He said currently both families have worked together when it was profitable to do so. Sound familiar?â
âYeah, same M.O. as our knuckle draggers and kid touchers,â Jawnie replied.
Rockfish was happy to learn Jawnieâs disdain for organized religion matched his own. âWell put. But if there is a history there, what are the odds that some wealthy, non-fertile Baltimore Catholics would be willing to pony up some cash to right the situation. And Edward was witness to it all?â
They drove in silence over the next twenty minutes, Rockfish trying to figure out exactly what he expected to find in a fifty-four-year-old decrepit building in the middle of the woods. He hadnât arrived at a conclusion yet when something very familiar came into focus.
âRemember when you asked me about knowing when youâre being followed?â Rockfish said.
âYeah, I just chalked it up to anxiety and paranoia. It comes standard on the Millennial base model.â
âGuess what? We are,â Rockfish deadpanned. âDonât do a damn thing different and let me think for a second. Thereâs a Jeep Grand Cherokee, right now, two cars back thatâs been with us since we pulled off the highway when I was telling you what Decker said.â
Rockfish pulled out a scrap of paper and jotted down the license plate.
âIâll ask Decker to run this, if they end up sticking on our ass the whole way. I could be a tad paranoid, but Iâd rather err on the side of caution. Just keep doing what youâre doing, and Iâll tell you if evasive actions become necessary. Weâll start you slow and work our way up to the infamous private eye J-turn.â
Ten minutes later, the Scion crossed the Hammonton City line and Rockfish lost sight of the Jeep. He had Jawnie drive a couple of concentric circles around the downtown area, before heading out on County Route 542 which, according to her, would point them towards the southern part of Wharton State Forest and the abandoned orphanage.
Rockfish spotted the Jeep, only a second or two after it turned on Route 542 from a side street.
âCompanyâs back,â Rockfish said. âI guess when we hit these dirt roads you mentioned, weâll see how serious they are.â
When the Scionâs tires soon left the asphalt, and began rolling down the slightly larger than single lane dirt road, the Jeepâs true intentions came to light. No longer concerned about being spotted, the Jeepâs speed increased until it was only a few feet from Jawnieâs bumper. Rockfishâs head swiveled from the Jeep and back to his pilot. He needed to stay calm, but Jawnie looked petrified, and while her hands had a death grip on the wheel, they were also visibly shaking.
âJawnie, listen to me and weâll be alright.â
She didnât say a word, but Rockfish could feel the car slowing down. Screw her feelings, he thought and began giving orders.
âPut your foot back on the gas. You need to keep a constant speed.â And then a minute later. âStay in the center, donât give them space to get alongside of us.â Lastly, he shouted. âThe center I said!â His voice gave out with that last outburst and he knew she heard the fear in it.
Rockfish swore as the Jeep slammed into their back bumper. âThat a girl, keep her straight! Gas, give it someââ
The rear windshield exploded, shards of safety glass like small pellets peppered the interior of the car. Jawnie screamed and instinctively yanked the wheel to the left. Likewise, Rockfish now yelled in order to be heard.
âFoot off the gas! Steer into it!â
Rockfish wasnât sure how he got through to Jawnie, but she listened, and the Scion straightened back up and they were rocketing straight down the dirt road once again. But before he could congratulate his pupil, the Jeep was now angling to get alongside; the Scion drifting dangerously close to the right shoulder, or lack thereof. Rockfish turned and looked out the driverâs side rear window. He could clearly see the Jeepâs front end.
In the next instant, they were sliding again, Jawnieâs foot slammed on the brake and the Jeepâs right fender nudged the Scionâs left rear. Brakes squealed, and tires howled as dirt, dust and burnt rubber filled their lungs.
âHold on, hold on, hold on!â It was all he managed to say, but her eyes told him she was a million miles away. Rockfish closed his and braced for impact.
The car spun violently to the left, a hundred and eighty degrees, and his head whipped left and then right, slamming against the window. The seatbelt dug into his chest and he had trouble breathing. A second later, the earth beneath the carâs right side began to give way and the Scion slid into a ditch before coming to a stop.
By the time Rockfish opened his eyes and turned around, the taillights from the Jeep had disappeared into the distance.
* * * * * * * * * *
âThat settles it, Iâm going to the police now! They, someone, fuck I donât know who just tried to kill us!â Jawnie said. âLook at my car! Whoâs going to pay for this? Not like weâre exchanging fucking information with them!â Her mask was around her neck and Rockfish could see the tears.
Rockfish took a second before he replied. His partner was still in shock, borderline hysterical, and he didnât want to push her over the edge, unlike the car they pulled themselves from. The Jeep had performed a textbook pit maneuver and Rockfish bet Jawnie wasnât a big fan of Cops or Live PD. Hence, her jumping straight to attempted murder.
âNow hold on Jawnie,â Rockfish said. âYouâre not hurt, right? That seatbelt and airbag did their jobs?â
âOf course, butââ
âNo buts about it. Your chest might be a little sore tomorrow from that belt, your eyes swollen from the air bag, and more importantly, youâll never forget your first chase. But seriously, no one tried to kill us. If they had wanted us dead, weâd be bleeding out from gunshot wounds. Your rear window was the victim of a warning shot. When we were in that ditch, no one walked up from behind and pumped a few slugs into the back of our heads.â
Rockfish stopped and looked at Jawnie, he needed to make sure he was getting through. Her breathing had slowed down quite a bit and that was a start.
âThis was a warning, pure and simple. All this tells us is that someone thinks you might be sticking your nose somewhere it doesnât belong. Obviously, it pertains to those boxes. I havenât been in town long enough to piss someone off yet, at least, I hope. But if they were staking out your place, theyâd have my license plate number and know who I am.â
âBut Iâve only dealt with Hasty on this,â Jawnie said.
âLook. You might have worked out a deal with Hasty, but odds are he wasnât the one that went into the very back of the evidence room and pulled those boxes for you. Heâs probably recounted your conversation to a few of his âtrustedâ senior men, and God knows who else might have been in the room when those conversations took place. Was there anything else you mentioned either to him or anyone else at the station that might cause a reaction like what just happened?â
âI d-d-did tell him I had hoped to t-t-take what I found in these boxes, scan what I could, and create a website. One that would ask the public for tips. Anonymously, of course. It would be a way to get the word out and maybe get someoneâs attention who might remember something. Hasty asked his secretary to check and see if he had the authority to put the PDâs logo and tip line on this site. He was only trying to help.â
âSo, heâs got a secretary. Old bird, I bet?â
âYeah, Betty Lou Sommers. Iâm guessing sheâs logged more than a few years there.â
âThereâs your problem. Old Betty Lou sees all Hastyâs business that comes and goes out of his office. Iâd lay odds her loyalties lie with others sheâs worked with or for through the years and not the guy who knocked the latest Ringle out of office.â
âIâd never thought of it that way.â
âIf youâre trying to be a junior special agent, Iâd advise you to think that way. Someone in that department is crooked and an off-duty cop or on-duty mafioso ran us off the road. Doesnât matter who, Iâm betting they can be one and the same. Now if you feel alright, we need to call for a tow.â
âAnd an Uber.â
âDo you have any bars?â Rockfish said.
âNope.â
âWe were lucky this was only a warning. Weâve got some walking ahead of us. They shouldnât be coming back.â
I gotta reach out to Davenport, he thought. The stakes have significantly increased.
***
Excerpt from The Pine Barrens Stratagem by Ken Harris. Copyright 2022 by Ken Harris. Reproduced with permission from Ken Harris. All rights reserved.

Ken Harris retired from the FBI, after thirty-two years, as a cybersecurity executive. With over three decades writing intelligence products for senior Government officials, Ken provides unique perspectives on the conventional fast-paced crime thriller. While this is his first traditionally published novel, he previously self-published two novellas and two novels. He spends days with his wife Nicolita, and two Labradors, Shady and Chalupa Batman. Evenings are spent cheering on Philadelphia sports. Ken firmly believes Pink Floyd, Irish whiskey and a Montecristo cigar are the only muses necessary. He is a native of New Jersey and currently resides in Northern Virginia.
1. Reviewers say that âThe Pine Barrens Stratagemâ is fun, but also sarcastic, quirky, or irreverent⊠what is the tone of your story and why did you choose it?
The main theme is action, but with a heaping side of sarcasm and dry wit. I write what I know best. Loyalty is another element that means a lot to me, so it’s woven pretty well into the story. When someone says the book is âfunâ I hope they meant that there was a number of out loud laughs. Thatâs a major compliment to me. A fun read to me is one you donât have to fight your way through. I donât want someone to put the book down a dozen times and come back to it. I want them strapped in like at an amusement park. Youâll laugh and be taken back a few times but when youâre on the way home, you canât wait for the next visit (or book in the series, in this case).
2. What are the most important (or relevant) doâs and donâts in your crime/thriller stories?
I donât expect the reader to have to suspend a ton of belief. My characters are down to earth, both good and bad. Average Joes, so to speak, not part of the Marvel Universe. I donât want a reader to put the book down because they have to contemplate if something is plausible or even possible. Thereâs a good chance they might not pick it back up.
My background tends to make my writing grounded. If Iâm writing about it, it happened or can, in the real world. I donât have a character that sits down at a computer, bashes on a keyboard, tying 37 databases together into a virtual 3-D model hovering over a conference table in the course of 15 seconds. There is so much wrong with police procedurals in print and on the small and big screens. I mean, I get it, people want to be lost in a fantasy world sometimes, but it’s not something that entertains me. So I donât write that way. I mention this further down in the questions, but if I wanted to lose people in a fantasy world, I would have managed to incorporate half a dozen zombies into the story.
3. âDonât judge a book after its coverâ – is this saying expressed somehow in your story? How?
I think it’s best expressed by the journey the protagonist, Steve Rockfish takes from start to finish. He starts off flawed. Heâs a textbook 1970s private eye attempting to navigate 2020 waters. The political climate and pandemic arenât helping matters. Compassion or lack thereof is his major flaw in the first few chapters. You see him change once he meets his co-protagonist (is there such a thing?) Jawnie McGee. She teaches that old dog some new tricks.
4. Going beyond the metaphorical sense of the saying and talking about the actual books and their covers, what is your opinion about the covers of the crime thrillers stories (old and new) and what was important for you in deciding the cover for âThe Pine Barrens Stratagemâ?
I love the old retro, vintage noir type of covers. They draw me in and then as a largely horror fan, I move onto the horror section. But I knew I wanted something vintage and retro for the cover of this book. Something that could portray the 1970âs detective I grew up with, but swimming like a fish out of water in the 2020s. Also Lana, Steveâs car, plays a major part in the story and I wanted her front and center on the cover.
5. What are âintelligence productsâ you have written in your career and what are the advantages/disadvantages for you as a writer?
Yeah. Thatâs classified.
Seriously though – As an analyst and then senior manager, I dealt with crafting warning pieces that would provide the President, his Cabinet, and Intelligence Community leaders across Government with the insight needed to make actional decisions based on the subject matter of the written piece. My particular team dealt with emerging technologies.
The advantages were that I know what my protagonist will do. I donât have to research much, or try and craft him into some super secret rogue 007 FBI Agent that does crap that is totally unbelievable, like you see in the movies or on television. If Iâm writing it, it’s plausible and credible.
The disadvantage is that the writing I did while working for the FBI and the writing I do now are two totally different styles. Not even close. If I wrote a Steve Rockfish adventure like a piece for the Presidentâs Daily Brief, youâd be bored out of your skull. And worse, not laugh once.
6. The crime/thriller genre is somehow understandable. Did you ever think to write another genre â which one? What could convince you to write a totally different genre?
I am a huge fan of horror. I love horror movies and horror novels are pretty much all I read. But when it comes to writing, I find it very hard to suspend the proper amount of belief needed. I have a previously self-published novella, one could call light horror (Huckleberryâs Hail Mary) that I would like to go back and give the full novel treatment. Currently it is on my to-do list after getting a contract for the third âFrom the Case Files of Steve Rockfishâ series.
With my 32 years in law enforcement and the majority of that spent in the fields of critical and analytical thinking, I believe Iâd be hard pressed to develop the intestinal fortitude needed to suspend belief to write proper horror. Itâs much easier to sit in a recline and be scared.
7. Considering the plot of âThe Pine Barrens Stratagemâ and that you are a former FBI cybersecurity executive, please, tell us why did you choose this subject related to the C-19 epidemic?
The pandemic plays a major role in the story. I make use of it to shape not just the premise but my characters every encounter.
I knew there was a large chance of turning off readers by placing my novel smack dab in the middle of the pandemic. People are tired of reading/hearing about it. A matter of fact, that point was brought to my attention in a query rejection email from a small publishing house. Fear of the unknown. I get it, but I wanted to write the story I wanted and you canât please everyone. If I wanted to write what I thought the general public would willingly accept and were I solely in this for the money, Iâd have tossed half a dozen zombies in the story.
I also wanted to challenge myself as a writer. First, I was interested in how a modern-day detective would operate in such a challenging landscape. How would the pandemic affect the number of clients walking through the door and how it would change normal avenues of investigation. And the second was how I as a writer could find different ways to show character emotions and non-verbal cues while they were behind a mask. It is the time we live in and I wanted to capture it the best I could. With some humor, sarcasm and thrills thrown in.
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